Annisy

I am the Ocean And you are my sky Your night-time face is diamond freckled And I long to be close enough to count them You are mystery and awe So many look to you with envy Yet few can say they have come near enough to touch you I am the sea Underneath my flowing surface I am a crowd of emotion and chaotic thought Yet, motionless I lay. Waiting for a breeze to glide me, to guide me I am weak and without form. And I lean to the walls of this coast to hold me. You are open with no shore You are forever and endless Us both filled with wonders and peril Both so alone in our vastness I am cold And you are far-far away from me,

Oh friendship, you liar. You told me you would always be there. Though thick and thin you told me. In good times and in bad, you told me. Oh, you liar, you deceiver. Why aren't you ever mine, friendship? Why can't you side with me? You cheater, you've played us both And I am the one you discarded. You traded me in. Oh, friendship all you've left me with Is the knife you planted in my back How you've betrayed me Oh how you fooled me Oh friendship, you liar. You deceiver.

Turn off the sun and turn on the darkness Cause these shadows Are mocking all we used to be Dancing all happy and careless Taunting me with silhouette kisses And blurry lessons in love Turn off my emotions And just tear my fucking my heart out I am so tired of feeling it beating Emptiness and ache are all it's ever known My heart so full of emptiness Its tearing at the seems And now it's about to burst Yeah, blow up right in your hands Turn off the lights And turn on the curtains 'Cause those beams are castin' shadows Shadows Dancing all happy and careless Taunting me with silhouette kisses And blurry lessons in love

At my window everything is clear and simple. Straight lines and a plain picture. Nothing to think or analyze. At my window where I sit alone. At my window where things are easy and happy. Past my window where the breeze drifts by, past my window, those ducks just sit there peck-peck-pecking at the wet grass. Where that pond sits, pretty from the distance of my window; it sparkles and reflects this cold days sun. But from my bus window it is drab and unused. I love to sit at this window, this window lying sweetly to me. It tells me the world is the way it should be. This window listens and this window loves, and this window doesn't even need t

Cover yourself in your blanket of lies You had us all fooled But now I can only see through you Girl of Glass Girl of Glass So distorted but somehow you retain your gentle looks Your corrupted beauty But I see all the bubbles and faults from the mends I see all the chips and cracks That disgrace your smooth texture, That shining texture And the face that reflects mine Stop mocking me Girl of Glass! And is that my heart in your hand? You can keep it Bask in your glory over me Mount it as your trophy! I just want to push you, Watch you fall and shatter See you break and crumble And I'll grind your shards into the ground

The traffic jam building in my mouth, has me choking on my words But I refuse to swallow them and take back what i said B/c I would rather die on the ugly truth then live with beautiful lies But if I lose them I'll be worse then dead I'll be living with loneliness So should I taste the bitterness from eating my pride Or stay true and lose them But why give in to save dead friendships Stress consumes my features as I face my fate Proof is in the rain falling from my eyes And the nails digging into my throat "Life or Death, friendship? What have you to say?" Without answer my question went As I faded away lifeless

I feel so hollow Someone's burrowed out my insides Took all the vigor in me too But won't they feel foolish Once they realize what they've stolen This broken heart It's yours, take it It won't do you any good Too many blows in it These eyes too All they see are pale reflections Of who we used to be Go on, take them All drained and sore, One million tears too many. The fire inside me It's gone too, but no more than before It was Worn-out and fed-up Of living inside a "dead" girl That pretty smile Doesn't matter It was a fake anyway That soul was silver and cold It just didn't work as well anymore Became numb to the f